how come, when i want to be heard, no one listens? and how come when i want to keep things low, the whole world finds out? the words were put in my mouth. i never said those things you guys thought i had said. no. way. stop it. just leave us all alone.


i don't know who i can trust anymore. as i said, i hate politics. things like these make me think twice about who i talk to, or who is in my circle of friends. i must say though, that now, my sphere of friends is quite small. a whole lot smaller than it was before. what goes around, comes around.

wahlau. i dread tomorrow. i wish it never comes. but who am i kidding? i may wish til i turn into a withered old prune, but tomorrow will always come, heartless as always. oh well, the future awaits me. so does she. dang. i don't wanna talk things out. why do thing have to change?

i'm scared. really. i've come to not recognise the life that i was so happy with. and now? everything is falling apart, people start butting in and trying to give me their opinions, opinions which i do not need. everything's changing and i don't feel the same.





YOU. i don't know if i can trust you again. doubt so. dang. i hate it when things turn out this way, don't you? you're that wolf in this dog-eat-dog world.

NICOLE hey gorgeous! my goodness, i miss you la. i haven't talked to you in a while.. dinner or something soon okay? love you!